peace in the depth of the abyss

this looks so enticing right now. away from all the noise and petty bullshit around; here underwater, or there on mars. and you know what’s funny, is that i don’t mean this in a morbid pedantic death kind of a way that everyone takes, these days we simply dont have the capacity to understand pain, we have to act happy or depressed but there is that sweet spot in between where pain is actually beautiful… it is beautiful because in that point, you realize you are actually alive and not on prozac for two minutes. ponder on that for an hour and see if you’ve ever actually been there, even if, as a tourist. by dd